Really~

Yes. I'm totally disappointed. I really need sum1 to hear my heart crying. I need sum1 to heal my pain. Can sum1 lend me their shoulder?

Really frustrated wit all the ongoing things. Should I close the book or not?

Spring Cleaning~

Nothing to do tonite. Need to clear my mail. B4 clearing, it was 4482 mails. Now, 2464 mails to go. To those sent email to me, I will reply as many I can.

You can do it girl -.-'

Do I care?!

Yesterday I have a long chat wit my mum while waiting my brother finish his class. For 3 days I haven't call her, a lot of thing that we missed out almost 2 hour on phone,ko rase hp ko meletop x?HAHA

She said 1 of my cousin came to our house for lunch and visit. After a few conversation, they start to talk about my E-Day. He said most of his family give a bad review for my e-day. They said that there were nothing given during my e-day, only the food. WTH?! Do u need to judge all the thing I done for my day? This is what both family agree, simple E-Day. Not waste all the money for it.

I know I done my dais by myself i have dais and u not.Bluekkk , sew my own dress till every1 adore my dress, decorate my hantaran by myself still have than nothing. But did I use ur money to do all the thing? No aite? I still do it by my own money than u which not using ur own money to get married. I know dis statement will disgrace some of the people sape makan cili die la yg rase pedas but this need to be said. Don't judge the book by it cover. Even thought we have money, do we need to waste it for sumtin dat not necessary? Having an E-day such a waste for me. But I need to do it as tradition. I just want a simple E-Day and it turns well as I want but not for pic..sob2.. U said dat I only gv food to Mr.A side, but y u still gv food to me. Y don't u gv me a bag, shoes and etc. ? Am I wrong?

And my mom did say that only my father side give us help than her side. And u know wat they answer us back? Usually the men side will help,not the women side. And I start to curse in my heart. Do my mom said like dat when u ask for her help for ur day? My mom willing to take bus coz dat time she still dun hv license to drive herself to ur place, which is damn far. Stay there for couple of day, leave us alone independently and trust that we can take care of ourself just to HELP u out?!

This is y i hate to deal wit my own family. I know u r my family. But do respect us because we do respect u no matter how. Even my granny not allowed us to attend ur wedding, we still disobey her because u still our family. After u done dat to us, our respect is decreasing every single hour.. Mayb people will say dat I'm to rough, but this is me. And I hate when people step on me when I'm too soft.

My family is everything for me. Don't u ever talk bad about them behind. I will do anything for them.

As I put my title, DO I CARE?!

Photographer~

It's hard to decide which photographer I need to hire during my wedding. So many of them till your eyes drooling when u see all their artwork..HAHA.Just kidding~

Ok. I have shortlist some of it and need sum time to decide which one dat I choose. Not talk much, come take a look on the choosen one ;p

Mukhriz Latif & Udey Ismail Photography

They were 1 of the best photographer in Malaysia. Have u seen their artwork? Come have a fast through their artwork.

*pic credit to Udey Ismail* *see how he capture sis Nawal?She look so gorgeous* p/s:if u want to rent her wedding attire,go to her blog here ;p

*pic credit again to Udey Ismail*

*pic credit to Mukhriz Latif *

*they also taken pic for Elyana ^.^ *

All the pic dat their taken is so fabulous..Hope I can hire them for my wedding..sighh~

Next I want to review is Ministry of Moment. Have u heard of them b4? Mayb not, but if u hv seen Umie Aida wedding picture, MOM is their OP! Let see their pic below ;p

And now,they having PROMO! Go and check at their website ^.^

I'm puzzled to choose which photographer I should hire.. If u have any suggestion, please let me know *.~

Songket or Songket+Lace??

I'm so confused rite now! A lot of theme they give me. Finally, I decide to choose Traditional theme! Weehuuuuu~

Now, I have to decide the reception outfit..I decide to choose songket or songket wit lace. But my head is empty wit idea Gosh! Lets through out sum ideas dat i have found from my research aicehh!

1st Choice :

*design credit to Syomir Izwa*

I really fall in luv wit all of his design! Simple yet elegant! That the only word I can describe his design. If I could have him for my wedding wear, I will jump high to mars!haha..See the simple modern kurung pahang,made from songket bunga tabur terengganu..it was so simple but look modern!


2nd choice :

*design from Jovian Mandagie*
*photo by Ministry of Moment*

Beautiful is it? I totally in luv wit the outfit..It totally amazing! If I can have 1 for my wedding..I'm totally speechless when see it..haha dream on big girl!


3rd choice :

*Pic form Moose blog*

The design is quite simple and still use songket as the main material. See the mermaid skirt? I luv it ^.^

4th choice & last but not least :

*pic credit to Peveyhack Photography*

Just because i dunno wat to wear, can I wear like k.Nawal only? Easy to wear & no need to think like heck.HAHA.


Will update u back when i have more idea~